Asif Khan Inc.

Suicide Note

I leave everything behind
For I was never meant to be here
Can’t really call it a mistake now
(Accusations of blasphemy?)

I leave everything behind
I need answers; answers to questions
I want to point out things gone wrong
and Search for reasons why

I leave everything behind
For I was never meant to be here
Nor was She
And never ever was it meant to be
whatever there was in between

I leave everything behind
for everything was getting condensed
like Dew on carcass
fresh from attaining rigor mortis on the roadside

I leave everything behind
for everything revolves around
Concentric rings centering and spiralling inwards
a Black Hole of Desire

I leave everything behind
for it always is the in between
never the Periphery
never the Periphery where I live

And so I’ve left everything behind
letting go of the Periphery
perched precariously for others
wanting to pull me in

And now that I’ve left everything behind
if I still don’t get my answers
Burn me in Hell
and compound for me my misery